Thursday, August 19, 2010

Something to share

Hi there everyone,



Back to blogging agian,



This few days suffering from bodyache gym, since i off from gym for more than a year.

I am glad that i get to do some exercise over here in Johor Bahru.



Today, i saw this article in facebook that i really like to share about marriage.

Marriage is something important as i see there are more and more divorces cases.



If you are thinking of divorcing, please read through this article.



"MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry.

She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.

The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME. So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

By Stephanie Halmilton"

So guys, think carefully~

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I'm Back~~!

Hi guys,

Its been a few days i have not been updating my blog..

Well, let's start from last friday. I went back to Malacca on Friday after my work. At first in the Senai interchange, the traffic was heavy and everyone move slowly. After the second tol, the traffic was slowly turning better. Later that, i saw a single digit number plate bus. The bus was speeding along the right lane. Later that, i followed the bus. In my mind was WOW~~ Everyone else was speeding too. Does this due to "BUKA PUASA"? Haha.. I dont know. That night, i reach Malacca more ealier.

I enjoy my food in Malacca, i missed the food in Malacca. The food was nicer and cheaper compare to Johor Bahru.

I came back to Johor on Sunday. Everyone was driving slowly on the express way. This is due to speed trap. In this fasting period, the police was extremely hardworking to find for driver that breaks the law. Every driver has to drive nicely by flowing the rules and regulation so that they wont recieve an special invitation card..

Well, i have to get back to work.. I will update my blog again..
TooLoo...

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

First day of "PUASA"

Hi there everyone,

Due to there is still no Internet connection in my Johor house, is kinda hard for me to update my blog everyday.

Today is the first day of fasting for all the ISLAMIC friend.
It suppose to be a holiday for everyone in Johor. Too bad that 1st Jan in Johor is not an public holiday. My company has shifted today's holiday to replace 1st Jan.

As I am still working in my office, but is kinda free today. Many of the company in Johor are enjoying their off day at home. For me, today is kinda boring with no really much work to do.

Well, i just met an ex-colleague of TRANE and is a contractor for now. He let me know his past experience and other stuff that i need to learn.

I need to get back to my job for now.

See you guys later.

Selamat berpuasa to all Muslim.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Photos~~



The photo below is my favorite, thanks to my sifu.

Enjoy~~

Sunday Mood~

Hi there everyone, it's Sunday ~!
As yesterday, we went out for dinner. It has been three weeks time i dint really eat dinner together with my uncle or my own family.
We had curry fish head, bean curd, and etc.. It is a nice dinner.
This morning, we went for some "chu chang fen" and fried kuey tiaw, the taste is nice due to pork lard and some ajinomoto stuff.. It become so thirsty after having it.
Later we went for Tesco and did some shopping.

My blogging till now..
See you later..~

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Back to blogging~~ !

Hi there everyone once again,

It seems that i have stop blogging for more than a year.
It will be the time for me to continue writing my blog.

For now, I've finish my studies and have graduated last week.
Currently working in Johor Bahru in the company call TRANE Malaysia Sales & Service Sdn. Bhd. as a Sales Engineer.
This company is dealing with HVAC meaning is Heating, Ventilation Air Conditioning.
We mostly dealing with commercial building like factory, shopping center, hospitals, and etc.
I am happy working in this company, the colleague are very friendly and shows a passion to work to the fullness. I've learn many things from them.
I am also very happy that i have a good manager that take care all of us in the branch. He is a very nice guy, very experience and knowledgeable person.

Well, that is for now.
I will end it here.

Take care all my friend.
May GOD bless you with his almighty love.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Funny picture

Hi there again,
Nowadays parenting is such a tough job to do. Many parent now were scared of missing their children, they try many ways to be sure that they take good care of their cute children. So that they came out many good idea. But for me, it is really too much. Let's see..













Haha, how is this? How do you think?